ill keep squeezing until there is never left of you inside of me.
I’ve been struggling with my mental health so much lately & I got a package from asos a little bit ago I tried on the leather jacket first …the arms were just a little tight otherwise it fit perfectly. I got excited & tried on a lacey slime green dress next & modeled it for my mom she liked it too & asked the usual questions she asked over the years of shopping with a fat daughter. “Is it too tight in the waist?”… “Raise your arms”… “Can you actually move in it?” Everything checked out. She came into my room where I lifted up the dress & revealed a pair of high waisted shorts. I put a cute top on & tucked it into the shorts. Mom also liked that look. Next I tried on a cute sunflower dress. Mom liked it the best… But then she said “I wish you would lose a little weight… you look beautiful in this dress” she grabs at my belly as she says this…I tell her I can be fat & beautiful too & that she hurt my feeling & how much it damages me emotionally for her to say things like that. She goes on to state her concern about my health & that she doesn’t want me to get diabetes… I start to cry & get emotionally & I’m just like I can explain to her all the things I’ve learned from fellow fatties about how weight doesn’t equal health or happiness but it won’t matter because she never absorbs it.
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I’m pooping rn ¯\ _(ツ)_/¯